Posted 1:12 PM by ::This is Me::

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Last night I did the hardest thing ever, I let go of my best friend. I'd like to think that I did it for 'us' and that in the future we can be stronger if we ever cross paths again. I felt that our relationship became so selfish, impatient, and based on the wrong feelings. I know that God has a plan for us. And if that plan is to be together he will make that chance rise when He see's fitting. I just hope that He can help me be strong through all this. A couple of months ago however, I felt that our relationship was strong and that we knew what we were doing, that God didnt have to worry about the decisions we were making. But I was wrong...we were disobeying Him. Hopefully our future together will be more healthy than it has been in this past year. Hopefully our intentions of being together will not change but instead will grow more mature and strong and open it's eyes to the real path of our sucess. My friend may think that I'm trying to hurt him, that I'm making the wrong decisions and that if I want to be with him it has to be right now, but he's wrong. If we were to get back together 'right now' it would only hurt us more. We would be disobeying God again and our relationship would continue to be impatient and unhealthy. I just want the best for us. I wish you could open your eyes to that.

Posted 3:57 PM by ::This is Me::

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